Confession ~ How do I feel for you my BELOVED

Confession is for someone.. but here I am not taking any name..

Take her as one imaginary girl.. world doesn't need to know who she is.. but she should know how I feel for her ;-)


You are the one whom I didn't dream about at all.. whom I don't deserve too.. but I still feel you deserve me.. well little complicated..

There is no deserving factor when it's love.. I love to hear you every moment, I love to see you every time I blink my eyes.. it's a kick.. gives me a moral strength to fight all the odds in my life.. you are not my lucky charm but your presence make me feel lucky.

Your smile brings the feel with it as if all the near by butterflies r around and the spring weather has arrived with it.. you know what I mean.  A best peaceful moment of my life that is..

Your every laugh makes the rain shy away.. and the nature praises your beauty.. such an angel you are..

Wish you come in my dreams every day n night..ya I dream in day with open eyes sometimes :p and I love to blink my eyes n see u agn n agn..

The moment I make u sad or angry is the moment I go crazy n feel like stabbing my heart repeatedly.

You are an Angel who will live with me beyond this life..

"Tuje paana meri mohabbat nai..
Tuje khona ki himmat mujme nai..
Khuda ko diya tha meri sanson ka waasta..
Tere khushiyo k bina muje Jeena nai.."

You might disappear one day..
My body will disappear one day
Heart will stop beating some day..
But my soul will be their to love you every day..


Keep smiling..

teri muskurahat mai ab meri saans bassi hai.. muskurana hai ya rona hai tujpe hai ab sab..

God bless you with loads of happiness, love and success in life..

Cya or Bye..don't know which will suit better.. let the time decide that..

Your well wisher,

Real Intolerance..

It's a personal experience of mine....yesterday I realised

There is a silent distance increasing between me & my fnd. He is a Muslim, he hates BJP. He thinks it's BJP who is doing all this. M silent.

I know he doesn't have much idea about politics. He goes with what media shows. I can't convince him and I can see his hatred towards Hindus increasing. Sigh!

Yes there is a lot of raising intolerance in young minds cos of poor method of conveying to youths by govt what they are doing & media being worst just for TRP's.

Like Hindu groups recent cheap acts against few communities and few people, unethical dialogues and provocation spoiling the harmony of the nation. Some useless low mentality people do comment but we should always see to that our reaction doesn't prove them right. End of the day we are the losers, not they.

How do we all stand together to beat this new sense value created by any political party or media houses? **I wish to start a Media house.**

No doubt what SRK & AK said was wrong (acc to me), that doesn't mean we provoke others to commit a crime.No we are not intolerant. We know to raise our opinion and concern with peace.

The day all political parties start thinking that it's our nation, our home, our family.. we wouldn't face this. Heart bleeds.

Wish I can convince my friend that we are brothers as before.. we dn't need politicians or media house to certify our love n care. I wish..

Vande Mataram

some feelings

Apki nigaho se hai pyar hamko
Kaynat k saare sitaro se saja du apko
kya jane komi duniya apke rooh ko
sarahta hai khuda b jisko
#MyPoetry

Apki nigaho se hai pyar hamko
Kaynat k saare sitaro se saja du apko
kya jane komi duniya apke rooh ko
sarahta hai khuda b jisko
#MyPoetry

Apki nigaho se hai pyar hamko
Kaynat k saare sitaro se saja du apko
kya jane komi duniya apke rooh ko
sarahta hai khuda b jisko
#MyPoetry

games played by mind & heart..

One evening i was walking on the street....

i was trying to listen to my heart beat....

As sun was leaving its final rays of the day

i was stepping ahead without thinking wher is the way

Mind was playing its own games

i was unaware of the street names

no one is bothered who ever dearest to you

until n unless show them more happier are you

i thought twice to make a move to someone's heart

it was a game played by my mind which i called as art

feelings are just born in heart but controlled by mind

those who have control over mind can never go blind

i reached a park to take a break and rest..

i saw a old couple sharing their feelings at their best

closed my eyes and thought of having someone

i did not get anyone so close to share the same..

i stood and left the park again the way i came..

it was dark and streets were almost empty

i thought of sunrays which used to follow us

it also disappears after some time being with us

i felt  nothing is permanent in life

life is like a apple kept on knife

u need to balance or ready to bare the pain

the same implies to feelings in ur heart which are insane..

never rely on anyone in your way

if you do then you are going to pay

listen to heart and control your mind

which keeps alive and you never go blind..

kuch iss tarah..

Baagho mai jhoomte masti se bhavre

baarish ki tap tapati boonde...

koshish thi kudrat ki hame khush rakne ki

kudrat bhi na rok paye jo khuda chahe..

Intezar agar taqdeer mai hai.. 

toh ye Imtehan bhi manzur hai..

Karke waada koi hamse root jaaye.. 

toh ye hamari badnaseebi hai..

jo pyara hai woh mil jaaye .. 

aise hamare taqdeer nahi hai..

jise khona na chaha.. 

aaj woh hamse koso door hai..

suraj ki tapti garmi bhi na jala paaya hame

samundar ki lehre bhi na tod paaya hame

toofan k laak koshish se bhi juka na paaya hame

bas ek dil k root jaane se, tootne se koi bacha na paaya hame..

besuri thi zindagi unke jaane se hamari..

lagti thi har pal ye saansein bhi sookhi..

kon kehte hai ki pyaar nahi iss duniya mai..

apne dhaadkano ko suno jaanoge kitna pyar hai khud mai..

Kuch iss tarah....